daretodream

I look into my past and begin to rethink somethings

The first day I met Brandon, he said he didnt like Brooks

and Brooks didnt like him

Maybe that should of hit me in the beginning.

If Brooks didnt like him, he prolly had a good reason not to

Brooks just wouldnt hate anybody just to hate them

Maybe I just didnt see it in the begining because I was blinded by ignorance

But now I see why he hated him

If Brooks only knew, he would kick Brandon’s skinny ass!

I miss my bubba!!! I wish he was back here!

Nothin is the same! Nobdoy has really fully healed from this loss.

Atleast not me!

Its been over a year, but it still makes me tear up at the thought of it.

I know he is watching over me each and everyday

Too bad he couldnt kick my ass every time I did something bad like he use to

Most of the time he was right there with me when I did something bad

But now it is just my own mistakes that get me into trouble

Getting emotional or getting angry at the world wont bring him back

Realizing how much he loved me, keeps him in my heart!

And forever in my heart will he live

I will always keep memories of our good and bad times

But there were not many bad ones

There are too many good ones to even go back on

Going Christmas shopping, getting drunk (it was not a good one, but it was funny), and throwing Trevor & Jay fully clothed into the bath tub.

Words couldnt even start to describe our relationship.

We were too close to be cousins, we were more like best friends

That didnt stop the world from still turning

or stop tradegy from still happening

Emotionally dry from this and other deaths of friends, and loved ones I write this to say

Love is the strongest thing in the world, dont let a day go by without telling people how much they mean to you. Because you never know when its their time or yours as a matter of fact. Treat everyday like its your last one on earth. Live, Laugh && dont regret your past; learn from it. Be kind, you never know whose life you might change just by having a bit of sympathy of helping somebody. Lend a hand when a person really needs it. Never fear, it holds you back from many things. Be the shoulder a friend could cry on; give advice to help surpass possible other deaths, or self-injuries. If you want you can let your friends drink, but dont let them drive or go off with somebody else who is drunk. No matter what you think, rules are not ment to be broken, they are there to ensure your safety. Also dont leave a grudge, or hate somebody just to hate them.

&& Those are lives little lessons!

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