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Thats right. First && Last chance

*Why do I write?

I write because I am not a good people person. Seeing some of the stuff I write about certain people you would clearly understand me. I pick and pick at something till I finally write about it. It started all back in 8th grade, I was not only struggling to find myself but struggling because my parents both got divorced and remarried, and if you have ever went through that. You know what I am talkin about. I had to be the big girl and take care of my little sister, and be the shoulder that everybody could cry on. It was hard for a 13 year old.

** Why I have such an attitude prollem?

When I was younger, like in middle school, I let people walk all over me and use me and make fun of me. Finally, I grew the balls enough to stand up to somebody. And ever since then its just gotten to the point that I will give anybody who I dont like an attitude.

***Why I get angry so easily?

I just have a short fuse when it comes to stupid things. I will not hesitate to tell you how mad you have made me by telling me something that is so immature and trivial that you waste my time and your breath telling me something absolutely ridiculus.

****Why I dont care about others’ feelings?

I personally dont care about any one besides myself. I look out for myself and my little sister. If you mess with me or my sister or hurt her feelings, I will fuck your world up!!!! Dont believe me? Try me!! Just once and you will regret every single min of your life until I graduate!

&& BTW just because my mommy drives a Hummer does not mean I am spoiled. I will admit that I do get what I want. BUT THATS NOT BEIN SPOILED!! I dont have like 20 Coach purses, or even 1 Louis Vuitton for that matter. But I do have one Juicy Corture purse! I LOVE IT!!

*****Random Thoughts

I am loud and obnoxious! And proud of it!! If you dont like it. . .all I can say is go where you cant hear me or suck it!!

I have tons of friends, and becoming friends with one person, and then them completely ignoring you is total bull!! I dont like that. And neither would I do that. Thats just rude! I might not have many manners, but still thats more rude that burping like me!

Lieing is unacceptable in a frienship or a relationship. I dont take that lightly. You lie to me about something trivial, there is no telling what else you will lie to me about.

I am a typical romantic. I love to get roses, but I dont like suprises all that much. Halloween is my favorite holiday for the simple fact you can dress up and act like a little kid again, and its when all the evil in the world comes out to play! :]]

I am a bit of an EMO! Ok! I will finally admit it. I even dress like one. . some times, just depends on the mood. I love purple eye shadow with tons of black eye liner. I am a happy emo [yes, its possible]!! I am just EMO without the doom && gloom stuff. I dont cut myself or go around with razor blades in my mouth. I do write poetry, but here lately its been like essay like things.

Music: FOB, MCS, anything metal or rock or emo! Music is my life! If I didnt have my daily dose of my MCS or FOB I would prolly die! Emo music inspires me to write my random things.

Friends are everything. They support me and read my things. They always help me back up after a rough relationship. GIRLSS NIGHTT!! lol! But I can say my friends from last year have changed, and things just arent really the same anymore. Its just Me, Lex, and Nan. The Three Stooges! The others have drifted. But I have tons of other friends, [holla at my undaclassmen homies] lol! Kerm is my twin almost except we dont look alike. We act just alike and scares me just how much alike we think. And my bestest friend from Milan. HALLLOOOO!!! Cant forget her. She is totally something else!

&&Thats enough into the splendid thoughts of Heather Marie

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